Memorial Day

I had a great day today. I ate at Red Robin, watched Terminator, strolled in Tempe Lake, went bowling, and the most amazing part was that I was spending the whole time with you.  And I even saw Senator John McCain, how awesome is that? I get all hyped up whenever I see someone famous.... He was making a speech about soldiers.. =D 

disturbing site

I finally had the gut to drive the other day. I definitely felt the feeling of having your driver license the first time, that fear of hitting someone , passing the STOP sign, going on the RED light, and of course getting hit while I turned left, which of course caused the big accident – last time.

Anyway, in order for me to get out of my neighborhood I have to circle the whole place just to get into the highway. So, while I was driving I saw a female who was probably around 30-35 years old running (exercising), and to my surprise I didn’t know why she had to exercise since she probably only weigh around 50 lbs.  She was about 5’7 so it was so disturbing to see someone so skinny. Especially at her situation since running or even moving at all will definitely decreases her weight.  I wanted to feed her French fries and hamburgers, I really, really, really wanted to.  No one in this world should have to live that life, I really hope that she has people supporting her because with her mentality and I hate to be presumptuous but she really needs a support team. No one in their right mind should be running, better yet, exercising, when they are only 50 lbs and standing 5’7! That is, so, not acceptable!!!

After seeing that disturbing site, I went home and ate 8 hot wings, one slize of pizza, and drank two cans of mountain dew. I never want to be that skinny in my life time.... 

My right side ring finger

 

My ring from ebay came on Monday. I love it! I was totally worried that it wasn't going to fit properly, but it did. It fit perfectly on my ring finger (on the RIGHT side). I love it! Please excuse my wrinkle hand, sad, sad, sad, I know. I'm getting older.

You go banner!!!

Saturday Fun

My sister and I went to Kohls on Saturday because I needed a shirt.  Here's me trying out clothes:

Here's my sister:

.... Then my friend picked me up to watch Star Trek. We had a lot of fun! =D

Mother's Day

Mother's day was great... We had breakfast for my mom and sisters. We all baught our mom flowers so my mom was excited with all the flowers that she received. After that we went to this Korean store that sells korean products. I found green tea extracts and totally loved it. My sister told me that I should definitely buy it since it will be good for my skin, so I gave in. She baught the Vita-C. We decided not to by the products so we can see the difference and decide later on what cleanser/emulsion we should stick on. I baught mine for $40 and the Vita-C was for $28. The only think that I hate the product is that the emulsion in on a glass, so I have to like tap the glass in order to get some. It's annoying... hmm.. why didn't they use something that I can squeeze? 

Skin Food

My skin food came last Friday along with 6 free samples. I love it! I started using it and you can totally tell the difference. My face definitely has more radiance (better than that crappy Aveeno) and I can hide my blemishes. Since I am using bare naturals, I no longer use the "warmth" to hide my blemishes, I use the bb cream first, foundation, and then the veil. I skip using the warmth since it makes my face dark ( I have like the darkest face and then my whole body is so light). Next time that I buy my bare naturals I'm going to buy the medium beige and not the medium tan.... I totally recommend the Skin Food if you have light skin. If you have a darker/ tan skin you should order from Missha. 

 

With Skinfood:

 

Without:

Bad day

I had a really bad day. First, people treat you like crap and then they say "sorry" to you. From now on, since you treat me like an ass, I'll treat you like an ass you..... asshole!!!

Second..... training sucks horribly...

Third..sorry for my compusilve hatred. I just need to vent sometimes and venting in my blog seems like a good idea.

Good night. 

Long Legs

I want Yoon Eun-Hye and Shin Min Ah's legs. They're absolutely beautiful!!!! =D

Post Secrets #1

My faves:

• Sometimes, I put the ring you gave me on my ring finger and pretend you married me instead of her.
  
  
  
• I don't love you anymore, but I can't bear to break you're heart, so I stay.
  
  
  
• I could love you...I could.
  
  
  
• What hurts more than losing you...is knowing you're not fighting to keep me.
  
  
  
• Whenever someone reminds me of the fact that you never forget your first love all I can think is... OH FUCK.
  
  
  
• I secretly hope you're going to be miserable. But even more secrely, I hope you're going to be happy.
  
  
  
• Sometimes I am scared for you becuase you are going somewhere inside to a place I can't follow.
  
  
  
• 2 years ago, my christmas wish was for us to be together forever. Last year, my christmas wish for your to remember how you once loved me. This year, my christmas wish will be for me to forget you.
  
  
  
• In your arms that night... Nothing felt more than right. Too bad, I'm only youre best friend... and not your girlfriend. I still wouldn't change that night. Never. 
  
  
  
• I'm tring to forget every kind thing you ever said to me.

Jewels!!!

I baught all of this items for $9 at ebay.com :) I love bidddding... with free shipping and handling tooo! 

Skin Food

The sensation of BB cream has finally hit me. I ordered one from Ebay for $13.99 with shipping and handling. I can't wait to try it, I will definitely make a review on this item.. I can't wait.........

Cinco De Mayo

We had homemade steak quesadilla and tacos today. On the way home we passed by Macayos (a Mexican restaurant) and saw that it was packed. Then we saw a family of Hispanic about to park to Panda Express.... hmmmmmm... haha!!! 

Memories

Bad memories should be erased from our mind.. it should be send to the recycle bin and  deleted within the recycle bin.Of course, it will will be in the hard drive, so the next thing to do will be to throw the hard drive away, crash it and burn it. I vote that we should be able to undo our mistakes and redo the ones that we have made right.  

In the "lighter side", I would like to share...... that whoever said that they have no "regrets" in life, is definitely on drugs, seriously they are!!! Because I honestly believe that everyone has a DAMN regret in their life because we all make mistake, and that, not everything will make us stronger. So whoever said that "they don't regret anything because what they've been through made them stronger" is definitely bullshitting and is full of crap. (Gosh! It feels good being able to say that loudd..ahhh atleast with my bold fonts...ehhh)

Memories that creates disturbances in our life, those that places no importance in our life, whatsoever, should not be remembered. Along with memories that makes us go crazy when its remembered.

Some memories or situation should not be remembered and should be erased of our life, and if you don't agree with me, then you are simply lying to yourself. 

The Start

I'm extremely exhausted today because I woke up and actually RUN. Can you believe it? I couldn't believe it myself but I woke up with Lady Gaga's Poker Face (my alarm tone) blaring in my ears. I looked at the time and thought... "do I really want to do this?" And I started thinking what my brother would say to me, he would say "I told you so... that you wouldn't wake up!" I was annoyed just thinking about it so I got up at 6:10 and got ready. I started walking at around 6:15 and ran for only 5 minutes. I couldn't follow the Couch to 5 Mile since my zune kept falling off. I need to buy those strap so that I can run with my zune, I really, really need one. 

I'm looking forward for my run again tomorrow. I feel energetic and alert since I ran, so I'm definitely going to do that again. If you're thinking about it, if you should do it or not, you should definitely go for it. I really believe that 5 minutes out of your 24 hours counts! It might not make a lot of of difference but, hey it's better than sitting in the couch, watching TV. Gaahhh..